Back..

Well, it has been about 3 years since this was updated.
wow, so many things has changed in life.. it is so nice to read upon memories of the past.
all the excitement,rage, and funny times. 


Well a little update about me;
Resigned Student, currently Service Manager for Standard Chartered Bank (M)
single, but in a relationship. YES same Girlfriend, That too has not changed. sadly =P
There is so much to update. Firstly, the Indian man is no longer in Kampar. Secondly Why the hell did i put the "Neiye veliku" in the header. So much about blogging has changed.
one thing that did not change was... i still made no money out of this. haha.


Okay.. signing out for now, will spring clean during the weekend. :)

Since your Birth..

This is something I realized for my 22nd birthday... as i blew off the candle, something struck me.. Its us who put the lights out in our own life..

Life is amusing..our life is very similar to this candle.
It starts as a small fire, emitting light which you see the world with.
To me, God passes this same light onto every soul that is born.. even this very minute, haha..A bright light to start your life with, that's God's gift to every single being, its we who contaminate this light.
Okay try looking at the candle in this way, the light emitted is the Wisdom god gave you as a child and each Negative emotion of yours lets consider it as a Red piece of cloth.. and each emotion dims this light as it falls over the Light.

Wisdom... Covered by Anger.....
Wisdom...Covered by Jealousy...
Wisdom...Covered by Hatred...
Wisdom...Covered by Ego..
Wisdom...Covered by Greed... till Wisdom is buried in our own darkness...

God only gave this Light, he did not take it away from us, We did...
So dear friends, lets all remove our negative emotions. One at a time to gain what god initially presented us with.Hold no grudge against anyone, every step we take in life is a lesson learned


Life is beautiful my dear friends... Lets cherish it Together =)

All My Life...

Well, been long since i blogged about anything.. and what do i have to write about today?

Something about love,
Something i learned from my partner...

In life, nothing is permanent.. Birth is followed by death. love alone lives to eternity... love is ifinite. Love is something that everyone should be good at. because it only gives, doesn't know how to take. Problems exist in every corner of life ,but love makes life a lot more easier.

Argue all you want with your partner, but never end an argument without an apology. If there comes a time where you regret you are in a relationship, think what you would have lost in your life without your partners presence. Life is a school in whole, the learning never stops. Is it appropriate to expect that your partner has to be perfect, take time to learn about their likes and dislikes if everyone is the same as you then the world would be boring. a perfect relationship is not a gift its more of an effort, Don't emphasis on wad effort you have put in take some time to appreciate the effort your partner has put in. In love there is no room for ego

Child is the Father of man, put your partner in the child's shoe.

I Love You Hema Loshni

Personal Value

Personal Value is no longer appreciated in the society. Value origins from one heart, but the world now measures value by money and Family background. In that case the rich have added values, but is this right? If thats the case the rich would lose all their values if they were to lose their money. True value lies in the heart,even people from slums have value.

What has happened to the society man, When we see indians drinking and driving an iswara they are called Poriki's,but when you see them drinking and driving a merz we say thats culture.So is value all about money? can rolex add more value to one's self.

A man's value should be based on his personality not his financial position or his background. because status is not what you develop by urself. A drug dealer can have a status, a politician may have status, but does that mean they have values?

It's better to be hated for the person you are, then to be loved for the person you aren't.Live your life for your values and for yourself... you will see the point in living life for the society. Whats the point in living for the society and not knowing urself? dwelling in fear and fake values? for others to appreciate you. Know yourself in order to know the society...

Dont't impose ur values on me... I Have my own

The Beautiful Moments

I don't want much, just some beautiful sleep, i write this in order to blurt out some feelings hoping i would feel better, I dedicate this to you knowing you are a Dream that won't come true, A Desire that can't be fullfilled, A figment of my imagination.. that came to life, I never beleived when my mother told me angels walked among us.... Till i met you... I dedicate this to you

It was when the hours just felt like moments, as if it was magic. Time froze as I admired your sweet smile, the clocks hand seemed weightless as I watched your hair toss around like silk, hours became seconds watching your beautiful hand dance in the air. Looking into your eyes I felt weak, hoping u could hear my heart speak I watched those moments speed by; those were the moments that I was staggered by your beauty...

The beautiful moments when I realised your soul was unique. Watching you talk without anything to hide, among the rest you had a glow. Watching you talk as you walk, you just had the flow. I sensed a soul pure as gold. Time doesn’t even come to existence till I part from you for the day and rest my head in bed... those were the moments that I was captured by your innocence

The beautiful moments when you reminded me who am I. Those beautiful minutes of your words, buried my sorrows, Words that made me strong, it made me feel the bond. Consoling me like a mother u made my heart feel like a feather. Talking to you I felt the warmth of sea and the symphony the waves; those were the beautiful moments I was impressed by your confidence...

The beautiful moments, it was when time flew by simply defying logic. Flowers don’t bloom till they see the sun, without you my life simply wouldn’t be fun. I never knew how they felt when I made them laugh...you gave me a chance to be in their shoes, I never knew how they felt forgetting themselves in seconds of laughter...you gave me the opportunity, I thought the world only takes from me...you reminded me the best comes at last; those were the beautiful moments I got touched by your caringness...

If there was a language for beauty... it is well spoken by your eyes.

If there was a sign for innocence... it is well displayed by your smile.

If there was a sense in confidence... it is only sensible by your touch...

If there was a home for caringness...it lies in your heart...

I cherish these moments, as they are the most beautiful moments of my life...

Kereta Api Tanah Melayu Berhad!

I swear.. some one told me it would only take 2 hours...

From Butterworth to Kampar Perak... It took bloody 4 hours la! and it seemed like the train was going to fall apart at one point...

I semangat posing like "varanam aayiram" surya preparing for my journey... there was no sameera reddy ,only one pretty damaged looking aunty.. Well,Thats not the point!!! 4 HOURS IS LONG!!

which was also acceptable to a certain point, what i really could not digest was the name of the kampungs on the way.. KAMPUNG TETED,TASEK, and one more, Kampung Lorod... wtf does LOROD and TETED mean?! Tasek was acceptable.. the village had a big septic tank in the middle...

with the bullet trains in japan, we still ride on train that looks like its fresh from the world war II...and they have automatic doors.. which close when u near them.. and open when u are sitting... MURUGA!!!

My first time in tren antara bandar.. and my last!!

Collision Course

Kinda kewl image huh?

Well thats what i am going through now.. ur brain gives you the most practical/logical answer

and ur heart disagrees on it. Time to choose between heart or brain... Humans need emotions to survive, indians need alot of it especially, guess its a trait from the gene pool.

(p/s : heart has an indian accent to it)

Brain : Dude, c'mon man... you know it aint gona work, things ought to change,u get wad i mean dude?

Heart: vat is dis la.. aiyoo c'mon u are not dat veak, trust in me la anne... i can pull u trough anyTin vvan!

Brain: Yea yea, keep listening to dat nigga and look where u are man, in a pile of mess wif people caling ya traitor and ungratefull, u made ur sacrifices man...

Heart: aiyoo dat yello felo is co negative minded la anne, u listen to me and u happy vat, vat else u vant? u vant see people cry coz of dat yellow felow a? tel me tell me..

Brain:dude,whats cracking u up, is dat nigga, screw him man. there is more to life then emotions brotha. u got ya life to take care of.. screw others man...

Heart: dei dei...vat u talking... a? vat u talking... in loneliness ver got peace la Niggar... no peace, u need dis ppl la...dai thambi.. listen to me la.. vat happen now.. a? vat happen? nuttin hapen correct a?

Brain:Nothing ur head nigga... u been pumping a whole lot of blood into me.. it makes the entire system haywire nigga, u crazy man? try my department would ya... crazy ass nigga

Heart: vone tin is for suRe my yello badava... i can take ur job anytime, but u cant do mine...

Brain: wada hell man why not?.. v both are just tissues and muscles dude.. i got more nervers den u can imagine....wada say for dat pink face!

Heart: i am not the same as you.... i consist of a Soul

yea.... i get the point... but what do you do in this situation... do you vote for your heart?... or your brain? which is showing you the right path?....

yet again i write to a full stop with a question mark....

Perfection leaves no room for improvement... am i seeking perfection.. or just peace....?